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black_pessimist
Erickson John Mendiola
Philippines

About

I am unique. Many have said so. I do what I want and what I think is right. It's hard for me to stop. I continue anything I am doing, regardless of being tired or sick. I accept criticism. I am strong yet there are things that make me weak like the loss of someone and breaking friendships. I do not give up easily. My Family and Friends are very important to me, the loss of one may mean the destruction of my life. I love easily. I am mature for my age yet I am still a fun and playful person. I have gone through many ups and downs in my life but because of my family and friends I have always surpass them. Problems are ment to be shared and are not to be solved by yourself. I tend to smile at my problems. I do not like people who call themselves as "rockers" or "rakistas". Most "rockers" and "rakistas" have mainly associated being one with evil. Should you be bad just to be called as one? Your belief in yourself is more important than having a title. I do not call myself as one, so why call me a Poser? I should not be called as one when I dance Britney's songs, sing Broadway songs and admire Gary V. I dislike rap. I am Roman Catholic. My faith in this religion is strong yet I am open with any other religion. I support Local music and movies. I believe nothing is wrong with it. We must support it more than international music and movies. We must be proud of what our fellow Pinoys create. My tagalog has an accent. I do not hate, I dislike. I have so much passion for dancing. I am still developing this talent which I have just found out 2 years ago. I am open for anything. I respect women very much. I love performing, whether it be dancing, singing or acting. It makes me happy when I get to entertain people I hardly know. Talking is important to me. It gives me more knowledge, facts about someone and entertainment I do not try to be who I am not.

Links

 
March 28, 2006

aba.

aba. hey LOSERS. missed me? haha. whatever.

i moved ---> http://bossing.blogsome.com

go people power. haha.

LABAS TAYO. 

<3idge.

Currently feeling: bored
Posted by black_pessimist on March 28, 2006 at 01:42 AM | slap me
May 31, 2005

Music Baton

Dale passed this music baton thingy to me:

Song Playing right now:

Life Support - Hale (Sarcastic Smiles and Fake Hellos)

Five songs I listen to a lot lately, or that mean a lot to me:

(Dale! ako rin bands na lang!)

  • Sponge Cola
  • Mayonnaise
  • 6 Cycle Mind
  • Hale
  • Sugarfree

Five People I'm Passing the musical baton to:

  • Tep
  • Yani
  • Achi
  • Tatay Erick
  • Ate Kath
Posted by black_pessimist on May 31, 2005 at 05:24 PM | slap me
May 13, 2005

hmm...

Alis muna ko sandali...

Posted by black_pessimist on May 13, 2005 at 10:57 PM | slap me
May 11, 2005

Yehey!

I enrolled today. Second Year na ko!

I'm so proud of myself! I just finished Yani's blog! Please Visit it! and Hug her!

Currently feeling: HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!
Posted by black_pessimist on May 11, 2005 at 11:26 PM | slap me
May 9, 2005

Mother's Day!

Ate at Lucky Star Chinese Restaurant for Mother's Day. Food was good! It didn't taste like the usual Chinese Food which makes me want to throw up after eating. We weren't a whole "barangay" this time. Ahahaha. Before this, I bought a memory card reader, blank c.d.'s+case, Session Road c.d., Sugarfree c.d. and a gift for nanay (lola). Oh Yeah! My Mayo C.D. is back! Yehey! Another thing, Ninang Nora and Nikki has a ticket already! They will be arriving on June 12, Sunday! San Jose to San Francisco (drive), SF to Manila (plane) Hwoot! Hwoot! Yehey! I'm so Happy! Eventhough I wasn't able to go there this summer, Nikki will tell me everything I missed. Kuya Willie and his family will be coming this June also! Hwoot! Hwoot! Jeff and Marky would be coming! Yehey! I miss you guys and I'm so excited for you to come here!

Baby! Where have you been? I missed you!

Sugarfree!

Session Road!

I watched Starting Over this morning. I don't know what season it is, but they have a new house. Josie is still there, with her daughter, forgot the name. Josie was in the last season, she was pregnant then and had problems like, she wasn't sure if she wanted the baby and she didn't know who the father of her baby was. She gave birth to her baby and still didn't know who the father was. There were 3 guys who she suspected to be the father, everyone thought it was her current boyfriend. Josie admitted in today's episode who the father is, HER VERY OWN BESTFRIEND. Shoot! This kept me thinking! Ahahaha... Bes and me? I just couldn't imagine.

Currently listening to: Jopay - Mayonnaise
Currently feeling: SOBRANG INET!
Posted by black_pessimist on May 9, 2005 at 12:04 AM | slap me
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